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TwinSocks

Love is the Poetry of the Senses
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Tagged by Imugiki  You're awesome and thank you~! :')

First, here are some rules for those who want to go on a journey!
1. You must posts these rules.
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer 
4. Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal
5. Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
6. You have to legitimately tag 10 people
7. No tag-backs
8. You can't say that you don't do tags. 
9.You MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY

Ten Things About Me~!

1) umm let's see~! i absolutely adore personality tests but most people i beg to do them, dread with the idea of wasting their time on something like that...  Y U NO LIKE THEM~? ; w ; i find them very interesting, it's a small inside into someones world~ 
 so now i'm gonna post some things that describe me and my personality type~ Yay~ ^ ^

2) Sometimes, no, actually most of the times i feel like I am perceived as a boring person~ I know I am not, but to me it seems that people think that way because they do not really show any enthusiasm in getting to know me better~ I have so much to offer and share, but I can’t just share it without somebody asking me to~ Somehow I always need a little push/trigger to open something up about myself. If nobody asks, I feel that me “casually” sharing equals to desperately seeking attention~

3)My least favourite thing about myself is that I always always always like people a lot more than they like me. I can’t seem to tone down my affections but it sucks knowing that I’d cross the ocean for someone who wouldn’t cross a puddle for me.

4) It seems like I feel things so much more deeply than other people. Love, hate, compassion, loneliness, every single emotion. Maybe I’m just crazy

5) For some reason I find myself easily confessing things that others would hesitate to ever mention and vice versa~ And whenever I try to tell a story or talk about something, i’m usually too concerned with figuring out whether or not the listener is interested to focus on what I’m saying~ so if i notice that he's not that interested then i'll slowly stop talking about it and change the subject~ 

6) When I’m asked what I want to be in life or what it is I want to do in life and I say “I want to help people” I genuinely mean it. I want to impact people’s lives or do some kind of service for a living. I don’t care what job title I get as long as it flourishes humanity~

7) i like to keep a journal~ I try to fill up every journal I start, but I notice that halfway through, I completely neglect the journal and start writing in a new one~ that explains my notebook addiction~ * w *

8) People constantly interrupt me when I talk~ As a conflict avoider, if someone interrupts me, I immediately back down and trail off awkwardly in my story~ It happens so often I don’t even bother picking up where I left off~ It hurts my feelings every time because it makes me think that the person I’m talking to finds me and my stories boring~ It seems like he doesn't hear half of the things I say~ Typically I just decide it isn’t worth repeating~ o . o

9) I don’t know why, but listening to people’s problems and helping them understand what is going on is thrilling for me~ I’m like a computer nerd only with the human brain, personality, and relationships~! :dummy:

10) I like wearing my headphones when I’m in public or in class~ I’m there but I don’t need to deal with the pressure to fit in and think of the right words to join in a conversation~ I’m in my own world and I like that~ except that my headphones are big and draw attention.. so it's dilemma~! to draw attention or not draw attention~? xD

My answer to 10 questions~!
Haruka Saigusa (Shy) [V3] Who was your first OC? Any pictures or info you'd like to share about him/her/it? Do you still use him/her/it?
I drew my first OC a few days ago~ it's just a face~ i don't draw that well without wasting hours on it~ 
She's called princess ladybug~ i could try drawing her and posting her on DA later~ 

2. Squidward Sexy (Dance) <-Your first reaction to Sexy Squidward?
 i was like; wth is that~? stares~ *giggles* hilarious~!!

3. Kyousuke Natsume (Guitar) [V1] Can you play any instruments or sing, or are you trying to learn any?

I can sing but that doesn't mean i have a good voice~ xD but i did asked santa to bring me one~! sadly he was out of good voices he told me...~ ; w ; so i'm stuck with this~ but i do like to sing, and exactly like the singer sings it~! perfection maniac~! though i can't sing high notes~ xD

4. Komari Kud Yuiko (Beautiful Waifus) [V3] Do you cook or bake? Any favorite recipes?
umm... i can make crepes, waffles and cupcakes if you'd like~ does that count~? And i love pancakes~ god bless the man who first made one~!! :')


5. Haruka Saigusa (Reasoning for food) [V3] What's your favorite meal?
hmm... i don't have any favorite meal... i guess i like anything except fish, spinach & rice~! other than that i'm good~ : 3 

6. Yuiko scares Komari Rin and Kud [V4] Do you have any fears?
pfff... too many to share~ social situations, being the centre of attention, eating in public.... i feel like everyone, okay most people, are staring at me~ And i usually think that I am unwanted in social situations, or that I annoy people~  

7. Sasami Sasasegawa (Silence you) [V5] How about pet peeves? Do you have any?
what are pet peeves~? o . o '


8. Kudryavka Noumi (Soudesuyo) [V1] While you're still angry about your pet peeves, RANT ABOUT SOMETHING!
oohmygosh i don't know what pet peeves are and i feel quite stupid~ someone please explain~ why oh why didn't we learn that at school! so unacceptable~!

9. Kudryavka Noumi (Reads) [V1] What are your worst subjects at school? Best subjects?
hmm... worst subjects; chemistry, geography and physics~ best subjects; english, literature & history~

10. Komari and Rin (Snug) [V1] Tag some people here(by using either : icon username : or : dev username : without spaces, or a part of their name if they don't have a deviantart account) and tell them why you love/appreciate them! The more people the better~Heart

And your questions~!

1) Are you okay~?
2) How would you describe yourself in one word~?
3) What kind of music are you into~?
4) what makes you angry/frustrated~?
5) What can always make you smile~?
6) favourite quote~?
7) what do you think about most of the time~?
8)  If you could have one super power what would it be and why~?
9) what are you really good at~?
10) Would you like to change yourself, and if yes, in what ways~? 


Now for the fun part~! I'm gonna tag; 
Mythiril AsakoBunny @WhitePlumFragnance darkskiesangel polysyllogism 
And if some of you are wondering why i tagged you... i was simply interested to know a little bit more about you~ > w <'
of course you don't have to do this if you don't want to~ and i understand that you could be busy~ 
but if you get bored you know what you could do~ ;3 


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Why does it feel like

No amount of laughter

No amount of joy

will ever be enough?

Why can’t these seconds

last for a lifetime?

 

Why can’t i be a warm breeze?

Why can’t i fly everywhere?

I feel like I’m only eyes

Nothing more nothing less

I’ve lost control over myself

I’m just watching, observing

And thinking

Thinking

Thinking

 

Will summer be my lifejacket?

I can only hope so

And wait

Wait

Wait

 

I wish I could trade you with me

Then maybe I would get lucky

I wouldn’t be housebound

I wouldn’t be a coward

I’d be renewed, alive & free

Wouldn’t i?

Wouldn’t i?

 

No explanations would be needed

To make them see

I’d be normal

And happy

Wouldn’t i?

Wouldn’t i?

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Feelings

2 min read
I think that I’m starting to get obsessed with you,
And I I’m sure that’s not something to be proud of, after all it’s not attractive…
I can tell that I’m starting to get needy because
I’m craving for your attention even though I don’t
Express this need all the time.. and I’m confused because I like this
Excitement I feel whenever I see you online and I can’t help but smile
But I don’t know whether it’s um.. healthy. For me and you.   Mostly you.
And I don’t want to feel insecure and act all jealous,
It’s just that .. I’d like to give you some space.. some time.
I don’t know.. Whenever you’re online, I want to do something to get your attention..
I would like to know what you’re thinking, what you’re doing..
I can’t tell if it’s right or wrong..
I feel as if my lack of confidence is making me so desperate to keep your company..
Spend time with you.. and it makes me want to have you all for myself.
And that wouldn’t be fair.. I can’t stop
thinking about it. I wish I could just let you be, and let some days pass until I write to you again.
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Sometimes, i wish i could be who i wanted to be.

Sometimes, i wish i wouldn't feel that desperate.

Sometimes, Just sometimes i wish...

Before you go to bed.

Close your eyes & dream.

Dream of the near future.

A better future.

Wish i could be a better me.

For you, for me

And the whole world to see~

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Tick Tock~!

1 min read
I thought you were different
I thought you were something else

One world & my world starts to crack & shutter.
So vulnerable to your every touch. So sensitive~

One minute i'm feeling like you're the one for me
Next minute i'm holding my tears

One minute i'm feeling like you're the best friend i ever had
Next minute i can't stop feeling ignored

One minute i'm feeling like like i belong next to you
Next minute i'm on my own

One minute i'm hoping we could stay friends
Next minute i can tell nothing has changed


Simple as that my world revolves around you
Takes the shape you give it

And maybe overeacts to your every touch
So sensitive. . . 
Yet so strong~
 It won't even make up a sound.
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